i hate this part.

Is it even real to feel jealous of somebody you didn't get to know
at all?
Am I a psycho
or just a weirdo
cause every fuckin time
I see that annoying little thing
my stomach trembles
my hands shiver
my heart speeds up
so to stop a second later
when you don't...

Oh. Should it be this way?
I saw you only once
and
it was in my dreams
and
I was so close, too close.
You, on the other hand, you were half naked
and it wasn't too much
or too little
of your perfect body.
It was just right.

Is it even a real thing
this irritating feeling inside?

Are you a real thing
?